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Fragments

Walking alone in the dark. Running from the fear of this feeling. Unsure if my eyes are closed. Afraid that I can’t find the light. Yearning to be more than I am. Fearing that I’m deaf to His voice. Praying … Continue reading

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Moment of Weakness

It’s a moment of weakness to indulge these feelings, but there are times when you look around and wonder why? When the monotony of talking to no one but yourself about your day gets so old, you want to scream. When the longing … Continue reading

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Sonnet

I normally despise writing in rhyme, but I tried to write a sonnet. Wanna hear it? here it go… I cannot sleep for you will haunt my dreams And whisper words of aching in the night. The pure light of … Continue reading

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Rough

What makes you feel special? A look? A touch? Attention given?   What happens when those things are absent? When the path is rough and you walk it alone?   Let me find my worth in You.All others disappoint.  

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Numbers and Ramblings.

The next number is a big one. Well, maybe not in the grand scheme of things, but even 10 years ago, 36 seemed like an eternity away.  It’s tough to not look back and sort of…judge… your life, your progress, … Continue reading

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Road Rash

There are these days when you look around and wonder. You think back and look for the turn you missed. You look forward but can’t really see what’s next. You want to go. But you can’t. You wonder silly things. … Continue reading

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Fool

Certain songs. A specific image. A glass of wine. And my mind can only think of you. A picture of you with me wherever I am. I don’t think you know that I knew too late. I don’t think you … Continue reading

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One of those days

We all have low-self esteem moments. (Well, I think we all do) I have one from tonight that should be in a movie or something. Here’s the picture: I’m feeling fairly bummed about some things when I decide to get … Continue reading

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Reptiles in my Room and Other Odd Dreams

I don’t know whats going on with my wacky subconscious, but I had THREE weird dreams last night. Wanna hear about them? Of course the four of you who read this do! Dream 1: I’m at some huge A.D. Players … Continue reading

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stream-in-my-consciousness

This isn’t about anything specific. It’s more about a culmination of things over the past several years. People always leave. I guess that’s part of life. Maybe sometimes it’s for the best. I know some people leave because they choose … Continue reading

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